..Journal extract from.. 4 weeks a go..
The reason why I became an artist.. Is simply the last thing to try before my self’s murder.. The day I was staring my wall.. Thinking about how the system push you out of it.. Asking and wondering myself.. They even pay you to stay home.. For what all my studies and experiences in life.. If its to end up like a crap.. The last thing was a last drop of hope based on some hobby.. forgotten across the years after an incident… Where I converted my knowledges in hardware engineering…
However, I work for free since 4 years now.. The only ones understanding here.. Are the ones supporting me until the success.. The amount of expenses are definitely out of norm… I do everything I can to get there.. Thank you for these who help me in this path.. for made me understand that I’m born for something better..
For me the last thing to do.. Compiling my own system or die.. Cause this system is way to Fuck’t up.. I have meet many Artists, Managers, Label Owners, Singers, Producers, Composers, Sound Engineers, MC’s, Promoters, Artist Consultant, Designers, Directors an much more.. Many of these have help me understand my place in he market, many of these have allow me a step forward.. But none of them have understand an Artists need.. But everyone keep crying for money.. At the end they cry for credit.. anyway.. The only one working for the real Art here is me.. I’m an artist and I know what it costs me to be simply alive..
After evaluation… All this experience is telling me that I’m able to do.. That I have the infrastructure for it.. I will do it and decline your expensive offers.. I take risks and I risk it all.. But I risk it alone.. So fuck you all.. I invest every fucking cent in survive of my life.. If I would have more.. I would invest in more.. And share it wide with everybody.. I will do this party for the fun of it.. And not for benefits.. It’s for recognition that an Artist fights for.. People hunting for money in this business are just desperate.. I’m sorry for you to make you realize that life isn’t that simple.. "I'm Born in the Underground my Mother Fucker.." Can’t do it but for free.. Don’t ask me for money.. Fuck you.. Watch around you.. This isn’t about You.. This is about the World.. This is about the system.. This is about Survive.. This is the Real Life..
..Where the conviction of an artist comes from..
.."let's get to the point.." replay.. 263 | FUCK YOU.. [PHENOMENAL OUTRO].. (playlist here) get some Eminem live composition by Icemoon..
..feel like had something still to say about this one..
Member for 13 years 11 months
2 weeks of madness finnaly a
2 weeks of madness finnaly a music festival in our island
Member for 15 years 8 months
..Festival Project..
I have been trough many things since I have come back to Music and Art.. ones of it is the Experience of a tasted victory.. then again is always a price to pay.. something to sacrifice.. the closer is the gap.. The feeling of infinity gives me the feeling to be alive.. mind remain in my memories all my emotions..
.. I have refused to act live in many places in the past.. the price of pride and arrogance for sure.. it’s a perspective thing.. a mind thing.. what if you just know why.. the key point of the experience by mental methods.. it's a fatality irreversible..
..The story of this Festival Started really earlier in 2011.. when I first came to Kos.. my mind was hunting for opportunity.. after a visit at the same spots in 2012.. Icemoon provide him self the Beach Party at Nektaria Sunny Beach..
..The concept of the Music Festival | ICEMOON 2013.. as born with this experience.. this dream.. this why of express music culture.. to me a generation step.. the next generation is just in you.. it depends on us all now..
..I will put all my efforts in the next comming Months to make this weeks of Music Festival down in Kos.. unforgetable nights.. very honored to share this vision with all of you..
..why.. Greece.. and why Kos.. was just on my path.. if I can be ironic… or soon you all take me for stupid arrogant.. but to be honest I don’t fuck’in know.. things happen for some reason.. and I believe in myself so .. never mind where.. but believe me.. you gotta believe in yourself.. do it.. you tell me then..
..no shit even I wonder why.. the day will come the answer in a shining night..
..that’s the story..
Member for 15 years 8 months
MUSIC FESTIVAL | ICEMOON 2013 (Postpone)
.. well.. lost here today on my definition.. Stream is back online by the way..
..I have been absent and very busy with my life for the last 6 months.. a bit maintenance is always good..
..for the moment I focus a new project.. Will announce soon news about all Icemoon 2013
Member for 15 years 8 months
rise up..
Hi people.. time have past too fast..
I had to take time to take care of some stuff in life..
.. since April 2013 is a long time.. so it's time to refresh things..
You find news from the year 2013 here..
.. as we were remains at this point relative to the last contact with the Journal..
I will keep that Festival in mind.. until then have a Fresh Beer..